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Crying is stupid... but I just can't stop myself. I put $200 in the old computer to get it fixed, and it ran for what? Two weeks? Now it's down again and it can't be fixed because it's a motherboard, and a new system with new software is a lot of money... I have it in savings, but I work so hard to get money into there and this is months and months of scrimping just gone. And then work is so unstable right now, and I had planned this wonderful weekend finishing Butterfly Kisses and just losing myself in my work, and instead I'm fighting all these problems... the new system, the inability to move programs over, the loss of programs I know... the loss of savings that I sacrificed get together.

Ignore me. I just feel emo right now, and my dog is freaking out over me crying, so I decided to dump on you guys. Other people have it way worse, I know, but I just feel sick at my stomach.