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Experience Curve 21
Spike/Xander, Jim/Blair
Rated ADULT
Warnings: Dom/sub

Sequel to Learning Curve

All previous parts HERE




"Anything yet?" Spike asked without slowing down at all. Xander panted as he half ran behind Spike. The only way he was even keeping up was that Spike was dragging him along for the ride.

"Yeah, a charliehorse in my leg. Can we maybe slow down before I fall on my face? Falling bad. Letting the human breathe good."

"Oi. Just want out of here." It wasn't an apology, but the fact that Spike slowed down suggested that he really was sorry.

"Yep, I get that, but I assume you want me still on the side of the breathing. Giles would be cranky if I showed up not breathing," Xander said as he took a deep breath and tried to catch up with his body's need for oxygen. The climb up the mountain at breakneck speed had left him a little winded and a lot exhausted.

"If you weren't breathin', I wouldn't let the wanker anywhere near you," Spike pointed out, and it took Xander a second to process that. It might have been the lack of oxygen to the brain.

"Okay, that falls somewhere between being sweet and incredibly disturbing. What has you all twitchy?"

"Not twitchy," Spike complained in his best put-upon voice.

"Says the twitchy one."

"Bloody hell. You've been hanging out with Blair too much. You're getting as mouthy as him." Spike's complaints did nothing to hide the fact that he had definitely not answered the question.

"Yeah, well, I'm right. So start with the 'splainy because I'm getting more creeped out here, which seems wrong because we left those weird threads behind, so I was hoping to reduce the overall level of creepiness," Xander argued. Spike was always honest, sometimes even when he shouldn't be because honesty can be rude, so the whole hiding things was setting off the creep-meter big time.

"Yeah, that's not all we left behind."

"Okay, see, things like that just make me jumpier."

"Every bloody bird in the trees, every squirrel, every soddin' bug is gone." Spike said the words quietly, but his hand tightened on Xander's arm.

"Okay, I'm really hoping that's your very disturbing sense of humor showing up, like the way you laughed at Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Seriously hoping," Xander hoped, but at this point he wasn't really expecting.

"I'm not bloody joking," Spike snapped. Xander followed in silence for a moment, considering the dark shadows around him and trying to imagine that all the life, all the bugs and birds and bats were just gone. His imagination wasn't that good.

"Any bodies?" he asked hopefully, not really sure if he wanted to find out they were walking by piles of animal corpses or if he wanted to hear that more bodies had just vanished… or been eaten. Eating was becoming more of a possibility, but if something ate that much, shouldn't it poop? Maybe they were about to find a mountain of demon poop. Xander could imagine Buffy's response to that possibility.

"No. Not bodies, just every livin' thing gone."

"Why did you have to tell me that?"

"Because you bloody asked," Spike snapped. "Now can we go back? I'm soddin' well ready to get off this mountain."

Xander stopped, dragging Spike to a stop with him since the vampire wouldn't let go of him. He looked firmly toward the reddish glow that was Spike and did his best to imitate Willow's resolve face. "Nope. Na-uh, not happening, not until we get to that ridge and can see over. If Riley's out here, we need to find him even if it's creepier than... okay, I've done horrifying and terrifying, but I actually think this tops the scale on creepy."

Spike sighed, and for a half second, Xander thought they were going to turn around and go back, as though talking about the possibility made it more reasonable somehow. "Somethin' sure isn't right which is why we're getting to that ridge, peeking over and getting the bloody hell out of here."

Spike started up the trail again without a word, and Xander followed with a small smile. Yep, his vampire loved him enough to care about what Xander wanted, and that shouldn't be quite so warm-and-fuzzy feeling, but it definitely was.

"Spike?" Xander said after several minutes of hiking up the trail, the smell of smoke starting to tickle his nose.

"Wot?"

"Thanks," Xander said softly.

"For what?" Spike sounded genuinely confused, and Xander struggled to find a way to explain it. Buffy and Willow and Spike, they all loved him. They all wanted to take care of him. But only Spike really trusted Xander to know the right thing for himself. Yeah, he certainly enjoyed giving Xander shit about the string of demon girlfriends and his ability to chase after the bad guys armed with nothing more useful than a rock, but Spike never sent him away or lied about there being a bad guy or exchanged those funny looks that made it clear that the girls didn't really trust his judgment.

"For not dragging me away by my ear," Xander finally answered quietly.

"Don't think I'm not considerin' it."

"Yep, I know you're big with considering because I'm considering running like a rabbit with my tail between my legs, and I think I just lost the metaphor somewhere in the middle, but you get my point."

"Just keep in mind that I reserve the right ta drag you out of any situation that's too dangerous."

Xander couldn't help it; even with all the weirdness and even though Spike was being serious, Xander started laughing.

"Loon," Spike complained softly without slowing down.

"Chasing around a dead mountain for a soldier-boy who might be dead with a big bad who seems to eat anything moving, bones and all. That doesn't qualify as too dangerous, but why do I have the feeling that you would so not let me go on a weekend retreat with Willow?"

"Bloody right that's on the too dangerous list," Spike snidely agreed after a moment of silence. "There's tryin' to do the right thing, and then there's just stupid."

"Says the guy with the up-close and personal relationship with self-immolation."

"Yeah, well..." Spike fell silent, and Xander really didn't have anything to say after that either. Yep, they were both self-preservation-impaired when it came right down to it. The reference to Spike's second death kinda killed the conversation, though, so Xander concentrated on keeping up with Spike who was still walking fast, even if he wasn't going as fast as before.

They had climbed for another half-hour or so, enough that Xander could now smell the smoke from the "accidental explosion" which had really been a military bombing. Xander just really hoped that there weren't any campers out here at the time, but then again, if there had been campers, the local big bad had probably eaten them. Eaten and potentially pooped. Spike stopped and Xander focused on breathing for a second.

"The ridge is about five feet ahead. The other side is a bit steep, so don't move forward without me ahead of you," he said. Xander nodded, knowing that Spike could see him. A nearly full moon was shining through the clouds, and even Xander could make out the shadowy forms of trees and rocks by now. Spike moved slowly forward until the blackness ahead of him turned into a view of stars and the shadowy form of the mountain slope falling away on the far side of the ridge.

"Right then, if ya don't see sign of Captain Cardboard, we're out of here."

Xander scanned the area and could see the faint thread of someone who had passed through a while back. "Spike, I'm seeing yellow."

"Soddin.... That's it, we're out of here."

"Whoa, hey, not that kind of yellow," Xander yelped as Spike yanked him away from the ridge. "There's a cord all pulsy with blue and yellow."

"You're sure? You're sure someone's alive and ya aren't seein' more of that dead shite?" Spike didn't sound happy at all, but at least he'd stopped trying to drag Xander off the mountain.

"Um, that or I'm having new and wacky fun with the powers."

"Bloody hell," Spike sighed before he turned and started back toward the ridge. "When this shite is over, we're setting up camp in Cascade for a while, pet," he calmly announced as he went over the ridge and started down the slope without letting go of Xander's arm. Spike made it look so easy that Xander was fooled into thinking that the slope was solid rock. Instead, he found himself sliding in loose shale, struggling to stay on his feet, and succeeding only because Spike kept a firm hold on his arm.

"Surf's up, dude," Xander joked at the bottom, but his heart pounded in his ears and he had to lean against a rock to get his breath back. That was a little too exciting, if you could really call sliding down a rockslide in the middle of the night exciting. Maybe terrifying was a better word. Xander had images of losing his balance and breaking random bones on a nasty fall. "Thanks for the catch," Xander finally said. Spike was standing a little off.

"Wouldn't let you fall."

"Nope, you wouldn't, and my unbroken bones thank you again," Xander agreed.

"Right then, which way?" Spike asked. Xander pointed in the direction of the cord he'd seen, and Spike again took him by the arm, leading him through the rocky debris and around burnt skeletons of trees lit by the moonlight.

"Hey, wait, we're moving to Cascade?" Xander asked several minutes later. "I thought that you thought that I was spending too much time with Blair."

"You are. But if being around the fuzzy, little Shaman is going to turn new powers on, then he'll bloody well help you figure out how to use them," Spike just about snarled.

"Hey, I'm all for party crashing, despite a bad experience with frat boys and a bra, but don't you think we'd better talk to Jim and Blair before just setting up camp in their city?"

"Oi, first off, they don't own the whole bloody city."

"An argument which might make sense if I hadn't seen you run demons out of London claiming the whole city for yourself," Xander pointed out with a wry laugh. Spike and territorial were pretty much next to each other in the dictionary, and after living with Jim and Blair for a while, Xander knew full well that Jim's name was right there with them. "And what's second off?"

"Already talked to Jim when you were sleepin' like the dead. The git likes you, and after we had a little discussion about who does and who does not have permission to touch you, we both agreed that you needed to work with Blair for a while."

"You threatened Jim," Xander accused him.

"Soddin' right I did." Spike sounded all defensive now, but Xander smiled.

"Thank you."

"For threatening Jim?" Spike had gone from defensive to confused in record time, and Xander smiled wider at the sudden shift.

"No, for knowing that this Shaman stuff is really freaking me out. It's not all wacky fun with string, and I just... I don't know." Xander shrugged.

"When I agreed ta take care of you, I meant it. You're mine, and if you need something I can't give ya, then I'll make sure I find someone who can. Blair can teach you just as well as that wanker Rupert picked out."

"Yep, better than."

They had reached another rough section which was obviously closer to the center of the blast, and they fell silent as Spike helped Xander climb over the charred remains of fallen trees and loose boulders which littered the slope. A few times, Xander had to point in a new direction as the yellow/blue cord threaded through the landscape, weaving wildly at one point as though the owner had been drunk and stumbling through the scorched landscape.

Even in the moonlight the place looked horrible, so Xander really didn't want to see it in all it's sunny glory. Hopefully by morning they would be back to camp with Jim and Blair and the next day they could get to the truck. Yep, retreat was sounding mighty good. Retreat and then call Giles and recommend that they find a demon who ate not just people but everything whole and didn't leave bodies. And after that, Faith and a dozen slayers could come kick ass. Faith would enjoy the challenge. They came around another outcrop of rock, and Xander stopped.

"Either my powers are abandoning ship, which I really hope is not like rats abandoning a sinking ship, or the soul cord vanishes into solid rock."

"There's a cave," Spike said, his voice tight and clipped.

"Or that. You know, the Shamanic vision is cool, but night vision is much cooler," Xander tried joking. It didn't really cut any of the sudden tension or make Spike loosen the now-painful grip on Xander's arm. "Ow," Xander whispered, and immediately the grip loosened.

"You stay behind me. We don't know what's in there."

"We know it's afraid. Afraid should mean good guy since whatever killed all the critters would definitely not be feeling fear. Besides, this is a person, no demons on the radar, so it should be okay," Xander argued.

"We can talk about your lack of logic later, pet. Right now just bloody stay behind me," Spike ordered in a voice that didn't invite argument.

"Right, staying behind," Xander agreed softly as Spike walked toward the cliff face. At the last possible moment, he turned and slid into a narrow crack in the rock. Xander followed, suddenly glad to have Spike between him and the unknown. Of course, with all the animals gone, there shouldn't be any spiders or bats. Xander had a sudden urge to ask Spike, just to be sure, but the vampire was moving silently forward, and Xander could only see their feet as the soul cord they followed glowed softly. Yep, not the time for stupid questions. Definitely not the time. Xander held his breath and watched the yellow/blue cord beneath their feet as he followed Spike into the darkness.

Date: 2007-10-28 05:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shakatany.livejournal.com
But only Spike really trusted Xander to know the right thing for himself. Hopefully Willow & co. will learn that or they may lose Xander for good.

I'm guessing that Riley's in the cave but what else? Will you put us out of our misery soon?

Shakatany

Date: 2007-10-28 08:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Yeah, they all love him, but Xander is starting to see that his relationships aren't all healthy. And I'll get the next chapter out this week because it has the Taming the Muse prompt in it.

Very nice

Date: 2007-10-28 06:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darkladyz.livejournal.com
Much appreciated.

Would not mind seeing more of Spike & Xander in Casadem either. (Mind bends at the thought of Jim & Blair in Sunnydale company *shudder*

Re: Very nice

Date: 2007-10-28 08:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Xander needs to learn to use his powers, and for that he needs training, but I can't see Spike allowing him to go off with some Shaman Giles picked, so Cascade it is.

Date: 2007-10-28 06:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] piksa.livejournal.com
*bites nails*

I don't know if I want to know what they find in that cave. Somehow I have a feeling that there are some nasty surprises waiting for them.

Really enjoying the interaction between Xander and Spike

Date: 2007-10-28 08:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I'm glad you're enjoying the boys, and yeah, I have more than one surprise planned her.

Date: 2007-10-28 06:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sparrow2000.livejournal.com
The Dum, di dum, dum dum music has just become deafening!

Love Xander's reasoning about how Spike cares for him - by letting him make his own decisions and respecting them, even if he hates what Xander's thinking.

Hmm, I wonder what the girls will have to say about them setting up shop in Cascade for a while!

Edges nervously into the cave, keeping well behind the boys... God, it's dark in here!

Date: 2007-10-28 08:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Yeah, Xander could probably handle terror better than this suspense, but I'm having fun writing the suspense, so tough. And somehow, I don't think Willow is going to be happy no matter what they do.

Date: 2007-10-28 07:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hawk-soaring.livejournal.com
EEP! Love the build up of suspense here... and eagerly awaiting more!

Date: 2007-10-28 08:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I'm so glad you're enjoying it.

Date: 2007-10-28 08:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
I loved Xander's reasoning - But only Spike really trusted Xander to know the right thing for himself.
But my favourite line has to be - It's not all wacky fun with string, *laughs* So Xander-ish.
So here's hoping it is Riley in the cave and the animal eating big bad has moved on... *pauses* Now why do I have trouble with that idea?
Great stuff. Here's me sitting outside the cave, waiting to be shown what's inside.

Date: 2007-10-28 08:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Xander is coming back to being Xanderish, only this time, he's not faking it or putting on a face to convince others that he's Xanderish. And you're just going to have to wait to see what creepiness I have planned. Like your ice-cream verse, this one is largely unplanned.

Date: 2007-10-28 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] knitty-woman.livejournal.com
Oooh, ooh, ooh - maybe it's Riley. Or maybe not. and how nice that Spike is finally calling Blair by his real name. He must be seriously freaked out by this whole thing -- and I cannot believe I'm saying spike is freaked out by anything....

Date: 2007-10-28 08:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I think Spike is coming to respect Jim and Blair, which is quite a compliment coming from Spike. And yeah, I think Spike is a little freaked, maybe more because Xander is right in the middle of it all.

Date: 2007-10-28 10:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyvirgo1956.livejournal.com
Something must be really wrong. Because nothing usually scares Spike that bad. It looks like they found a survivor as well. I wonder who it is and how many have survived. Spike announcing to Xander that they are going to Cascade and not back to England was great. Even though he doesn't care for Jim and Blair that much it shows he cares to give Xander the best. And if that means going to Cascade to let Blair teach him about his powers then he will do it. I wonder how the Scoobies are going to react when Spike and Xander tell them of their plans. I don't think its going to go over very well. Great chapter update soon.

Date: 2007-10-31 01:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I think what's freaking Spike out is that 1) he's not on familiar territory. He's out in the middle of the freaking woods for god's sake. And 2) Xander is very vulnerable. He was never the best of fighters, but with the near blindness that the Shamanic vision inspires, he's really a disadvantage in a fight.

Date: 2007-10-28 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bumpkin-is.livejournal.com
Oooh, my tummy hurts here... I mean it could be the Chinese I had for supper, but then it could be the wondering what they are walking into too. I have a feeling that if there was a soundtrack for this fic, here is where that really disturbing music would be, the stuff that you just know is building up to one almighty crash to make you jump right out of your skin. *g*

Very enjoyable reading, can't wait to see where it's going, actually gonna hate to wait - but nevertheless gonna have to eh? :D Love the banter between Spike and Xander, and the undercurrents are just... lovely.

keep penning,
Marns
~pN

Date: 2007-10-31 01:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Yeah, I don't think I've written horror/suspense before, but this took a sudden turn left into the land of creepy music. And I'm so glad you're enjoying it.

Date: 2007-10-28 10:46 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] mistress-tien.livejournal.com
Great stuff! I love this story. You've really got the Spike/Xander dialog down--it's a joy to read.

Thanks for sharing!

Date: 2007-10-31 01:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Thanks so much. I'm glad you're enjoying it.

Experience Curve 21

Date: 2007-10-29 12:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slashpuppy.livejournal.com
Oh so good. And scary.

I like that Spike keeps showing Xander that he listens to him, and cares for him, and thinks about what he can do to make Xander's life better. *pets Spike*

Man, this is just so suspenseful. So looking forward to the next chapter.

Wee fix:
'but why do have the feeling' ... 'why do I have'
'the guy with up-close' ... 'the guy with the up-close'
'remains of fallen trees and loose boulder which littered the slope' ... 'boulders'???

Re: Experience Curve 21

Date: 2007-11-03 03:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I'm glad I could scare you. I'm working on the next bit, which might even have an answer or two. And as always, thank you for those catches.

Date: 2007-10-29 01:02 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] yanagi-wa.livejournal.com
I like Protective Spike. Xander will get what he needs or Spike will know the reason why. What's in the cave. Riley? or something else? Great work. thanks.

Date: 2007-11-03 03:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
In canon, Spike really is such a protector and caretaker, so I figured with Xander, he could really get to show that. And I think next chapter will have a few answers.

Date: 2007-10-29 07:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] orchidluv.livejournal.com
eep! Great work with the tension (she says, peeling herself off the computer screen), anything that's got Spike that freaked has got to be bad. Excellent chapter.

"Says the guy with up-close and personal relationship with self-immolation." - absolute favorite line. so perfect. so Xander.

Date: 2007-11-03 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Awwww. I'm so glad this could grab you, but shouldn't you be off writing your own masterpiece *g*

Date: 2007-10-29 12:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] texanfan.livejournal.com
Spike's care and love of Xander really shine through this chapter. It's the little things like the casual mention that they're moving to Cascade. I would love to have been a fly on the wall for that discussion between Spike and Jim! The fact Spike isn't dragging him off the mountain is huge but I really appreciate the subtle touch of Spike describing the terrain as he leads Xander along. He's not just dragging him along and demanding trust.

Date: 2007-11-03 03:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Spike really does care for him. His soul loves Xander's heart; his demon loves Xander's power. And he knows that part of keeping Xander safe means treating him a little better than the Scoobies have been.

Date: 2007-10-29 05:14 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] wordwitch.livejournal.com
I'll let everyone else's descriptions of the good parts stand for my own - along with gratitude that you're using a lighter touch on the conversations (less repetitiveness) - and just point out this wee piece of jarringness in the midst of Xander-speech description:
They had reached another rough section which was obviously closer to the center of the blast, and the conversation ended as Spike...
Xander wouldn't, in my experience of him, use those words. Possibly all talk ended or even stopped talking - or some such. It's lovely to have the POV be Xander's so thoroughly that It might have been the lack of oxygen to the brain. just zooms right by in his voice; but such a POV does require attention to detail.

Said, of course, with all the hubris that someone without your skills at plot, characterization, and description can muster!

Date: 2007-11-03 03:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Sometimes it's hard to find that line between narration and that POV character, but you're right that the line could be phrased better. Now they're falling silent. Thanks for being willing to be honest.

Date: 2007-10-31 03:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] djinanna.livejournal.com
They're so cute! Xander is so adorable. I'm ... not very with the eloquence right now. Nicely suspenseful, some good character stuff, and just enough description of the environment to carry the creep factor.

:;sits patiently to await the next bit::

Date: 2007-11-03 03:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I do love Xander. He may be some powerful Shaman, but he's still very Xander-shaped.

Date: 2007-10-31 07:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vinniebatman.livejournal.com
Ohhhhhhhhh....
Another intriguing chapter.
I hearts it.
More please? ::puppy eyes::
~Alice~

Date: 2007-11-03 03:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
I'm working on the next chapter right now, and this time it actually has a few answers in it.

Date: 2007-11-06 03:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] laurie-ky.livejournal.com
Xander making jokes even though it's dangerous is so like him. And it must have galled him to know Willow and Buffy were keeping him from helping. He's always helped and not done a whole lot of bragging about it (have watched through season three now) and I'm thinking about the espisode where he was kept away from the 'danger' to fetch donuts. He ended up doing his share of saving the gang but you didn't hear him jumping up and announcing it.
Spike with a soul isn't a great deal diffenent than Spike without a soul, except maybe his plans work a tad better.
Laurie

Date: 2007-11-11 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
And now Xander's jokes are natural... not forced because he's trying to be someone he isn't. And yeah, Xander really did do his share of the fighting without ever expecting anyone to notice. And Spike is just Spike. In that last season (which I didn't watch much of) and on Angel, he really did often act like Spike. I mean, he would have moments of intense guilt, but he's shake that off and just be Spike.

Date: 2007-11-11 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] doingsoso.livejournal.com
Oh jeesh, I just looked at the posting date..October 28th. I didn't realize it's been THAT long since I caught up with this story:) Another excellent chappie m'dear:)

Date: 2007-11-11 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lit-gal.livejournal.com
Yeah, but now you have several to read all at once, so that's good!

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