I'm writing this one pretty fast. In fact, I just put part 6 up. Jayne is a mess, and for the first time, he can't go running for a bar fight or a drink to help him repress the mess he's in. Kneeling would be fine, but being forced to kneel to people who aren't as strong as he is... that's what's tearing him up. I'm so glad you're enjoying this.